Lets jiggy

so ive been busy with life
work, school, other stuff
ive been working on my portfolio recently
like nonstop
i need to finish it soon
preferably at the end of the month
i have to like cook some stuff and take some good pictures to put into my portfolio
i have a feeling its gonna be really good
and ive been working on a 5-course menu idea thing
not really because i want to haha
well its fun i guess cuz i learn more about things
but because i have to for the externship for playboy mansion
i think i have a good shot at it too
i was talking with the lady and she said that not a lot of people try for it
maybe like 3 or 4 because of lots of things
people dont know about it or they have other places in mind
we're competing with other schools too though
but she said that playboy likes our school the best
thats what i like to hear
i need to find a backup externship place though
i was thinking of trying for disneyworld
i have to commit for 6 months though
same with disneyland
but room and board arent free
i found another place thats in ALASKA
its gonna be so fuckin cold @-@
but its free EVERYTHING
its even a paid externship
but i cant do it
cuz i have to attend this meeting and timewise it just doesnt work
poop
hmmmm i think thats it for school
oh we got two new kids in our class
well theyre from a later schedule in the day but they switched to the morning
cuz they have jobs i guess so they had too to keep them
i kinda feel bad for them though
noone talks to them
and they only talk to each other
mainly cuz theyre both from the same class
they look so lonely too =/
i would go and talk with them but thats not really the kind of guy i am
i dont initiate things haha
like if a conversation started going
then itd be easy cuz im the kind of person to just roll into a conversation
not start one
so id feel weird just going up to them and talking to them
and id just like freeze and try and think up of stuff to say to them
and thatd be sad cuz then its like im trying to muster something up
and i hate that
but yea
hopefully ill get to know them better soon

im gonna be working at Cocoa bakery in city of industry
its owned by some asian lady named grace and she makes like specialty cakes
wedding cakes, birthdays, babys....yup
i dont get paid though
but its a good learning opportunity
i start march 6
i wonder what itll be like
i imagine just making like buttercream all day
i doubt shed let me just head straight into the actual cake stuff
but hopefully she'll trust me enough eventually to let me do things

im heading to san fran next week
FUCK YEA
lets hang out JUSTINE and MARVIN
if you can that is ahha
its for work so i probably wont be able to hang out till like evening time
unless you guys want to come by the convention
i can get you in for free so yupyup
i have the hookup ;)
but yea
i leave thursday morning so we have friday and saturday to hang out
and then i leave on sunday night

so my boss hired someone to take over my job
yes
its a sad thing
this is like round 2
scratch that
round 3
first it was this guy that we knew named chris
wow. just wow
he didnt work out
and then it was andy chiu
yes andy from ayala andy
but he switched over to take over victors job instead
and now its this fobby dude whos apparently really good at fighting games ahha
so im training him now
hes ok
cant really say much right now
its still the beginning so i cant really complain about speed or whatevers
the only difference from this time to the others is that im actually really planning on leaving toylet collectibles
yes
a whole era will be over
larrys gonna miss me so much
he even said so
of course he said he was gonna miss me because he didnt know who was gonna pack for him lol
what an ass
he didnt say that he was gonna miss me because of all the memories and good time or anything like that =_=

i wanna play street fighter 4! yup
and i wanna play resident evil 5! omg
i wanna kill some zombies

wow this is a long ass entry
have fun reading this shit
oh and btw
im gonna get pretty busy soon
so i probably wont have time for any of you guys
i know its sad right
not like we can really hang out anyways with all of you all over the place ahah
but yea just fyi
if youre wondering what im doing and you want to hang out with me
rethink your choice in calling me!
wonder if im busy or not to hang out
and then just fucking call me anyways cuz i hate people who do that
stop trying to be so considerate about other people
if i wondered if you were busy or not
id call you anyways cuz im an ass
and i woudlnt care if you were in the middle of class or not
whys your fucking phone on in class anyways
so yup haha

-jeff l